today morning, go to have exam with relaxing mind and mood

and i had this prayer  on the way:

my almighty heavenly father, thanks for be with me these years ,and leading me and YOUR grace is always here with me. Heavenly father, i am now in the end of year 2 university life. I know i have been receiving much Grace and Mercy from YOU while i seldom count the blessing. Thanks Father for giving me chances and teaching me. Thanks again for YOUR forgiveness. I know i am always naughty and always betray YOU. Thanks Father for loving me without counting my sins and my betrayal. Heavenly Father, i don't know if i would still be naughty and not discipled myself in the future , i could promise myself as my promises are not liable, YOU know that very well than i do. Almighty Father, i still pray for your presence and grace and teaching. In Jesus name. Amen

我的心，你要稱頌耶和華

衪赦免你一切過犯罪孽，醫治你疾病復原。 

我的心，你要稱頌耶和華，不可忘記衪的恩惠。 

衪以仁愛慈悲為你冠冕，為受屈的人伸冤。



天離地有何等的高，衪的慈愛也可等的深， 

東離西有多麼的遠，衪使我的過犯也離我多遠， 

耶和華有憐憫的愛，且有豐盛無盡的恩典， 

從亙古直到永遠，耶和華衪是我的神。



唱片/詩集： 讚美之泉第三集—甦醒

前釀三寶ar～

They are so poor for they forgot they were once students

They are so poor for they lack of generousity.

i showed having shallow eye again lu>.<

bad emotion can't be relieved.  very upset

I promised myself that i will be a good mentor for my future nursing students.

Thanks Heavenly Father to let me see the beatiful star night so that i can still say grace and think that they are Heavenly Father's creation and think that they themselves are very poor instead of scolding them for putting me in that position. On the other hand, i know that i am poor in problem solving skills. I hate handling the interpersonal relation in the workplace while i have to deal with it.

Never Give Up, Kathy

pray for father for his discomfort of the back pain which he can't go to work for several weeks already. arguement always been took place at home. financially and interpersonal relations among family members are being challenged. When mum called me and asked me about my feeling in practium, i just say it is ok. don't want mum to console me and worry about me. just wanna to ask mum how is the situation at home and how does she feel. sometimes, i thought i had to handle too much things, i could n't bear them at the same time. As a result, i chose to put aside the family business, while it always affects me and can't help thinking and worrying for it . it is too close to me and there live my beloved. May peace and harmonious be with my family!

i was very happy yesterday ar.

thanks those who sent me message and wishing me. You are so nice.

Thanks Ah Ho for accompanying me and sharing the happiness with me.

Thanks my ward mates to share the cake with me and buying me the mini cake.^^

i received the greatest number of wishing from friends at the day this year, although i was in fellowship last year, i receive wishing from ah Ho only cause no one else knew it. I was happy this year as i could share my happiness with friends. I don't care about the presents, but my friends know it and pay a little bit attention on it, it's enough.

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it's nearly been two weeks of having my clinical practice in North District Hospital, nearly half! still two weeks to go in the Medical Ward. I am now having my placement in Orthopedic Ward. The training is very tough. Thanks the clinical staffs of the ward who taught me a lot of things and have been very nice and helpful and also give us many chances to practice. I know they have tried their best in helping us when we are in need . Thanks my tutor too. She is very strict and has very high expectation on us. I know she is a very good and commited teacher. She does not only teach us skills , but also teach us how to be a responsible and professional nurse, moreover she wants us to know how to be a good and competent person. However, i know i am not good prepared enough to perform my skills and my knowledge base is very weak, i was very stressed and felt to be very young and childish in answering her questions. Sometimes, i was very quarry about what i have learnt. Still, there is a very great room for me to improve. My critical thinking is far from standard. i need to build up my knowledge at a faster speed. I believe i am worth in studying nursing in university and it is a right choice to choose nursing as my career.

I have to build up confidence in ward again !

Thanks giving to everyone who read my long and unorganized writting ^^

tomorrow i will have my ward exam on Administration of Medication. Pray for me on that. thanks